STOP THE REJECTION!!!!!

Uuuuugggghhhh....dude, seriously =-(. I feel like I have weathered way too much rejection in this lifetime - at least in the last seven or so years. I guess a lot of people probably feel that way in different areas of their lives. And I know I can't really complain because so many people have such tremendous sadness and misfortune in their lives. But I finally got a rejection letter in the mail from a job that posted quite a while back....which, although things were starting to look grim, I just really didn't expect it to end this way. And this was an instance where, there was no doubt in my mind I would land an interview. I had so many things flying in my favor that I was super confident (which doesn't happen too often), and I didn't make it to that step. So, I'm at the point where I feel like I need to be pointed to the nearest cliff so I can stroll off. Or maybe I can join the circus. I can be the stupidly overeducated clown that gets mad at the kids and squirts them in the face with water and makes them deformed balloon animals as their mothers complain to the Ring Master about the Psycho-Pissed-Off-Clown-Chick....but oh wait, clown college is pretty competitive and they probably wouldn't want me.

Anyways, I tried to pop some of my "Happy Tabs" and they did pep me up for a bit. Yay - happy tabs =-). This weekend should be good though - I have some happy things on my social calendar, and promises of Jagermeister to come. And to be fair, I had a really nice Tuesday night this week, so not all is bad in the life of me.....I'm just not destined to have a "real job" that's worthwhile at this point in time. Bring on the clowns.