No Need to Worry!

This is in reference to my last post "Torn" in case you didn't read that one and are wondering what the heck this one is about.

It boils down to this - I SOOOOOOOOOOOO DON'T NEED TO WORRY ABOUT THAT POSSIBLE JOB CONFLICT!!!!!!! Oh my LORD!!!! I did HORRIBLE on the phone interview! SO HORRIBLE!!! It was one of those situations where I was observing myself, so to speak, as the interview was in progress, and I was baffled at how I could be so thoroughly unimpressive! Seriously. My answers were so mediocre and I just didn't have ANY pizazz at all. AT ALL!!! My goodness it was pathetic. And short. They were just doing brief phone interviews to see who would dazzle them enough for in-person encounters, but I have absolutely no doubt in my mind that the job-train stops here for me on that one. DAMN I SUCKED!!!! I mean, I REALLY sucked! I didn't think I could suck that much. And I don't think it's some subconscious sabotage thing - because I didn't want to give a bad interview. They said something in the beginning that threw me a little bit, but not enough to inject me with the mediocrity-serum that was coursing through my veins as I tried not to totally flounder with their not-so-complicated questions. My goodness....I don't know what the problem was. That was probably my least impressive interview EVER!! And it makes me a bit nervous too....what if I actually get a phone interview for typo-job? Is today's pathetic showing an example of the newly tarnished, mediocre Shababbler? My goodness, I hope not!